understanding understanding

can only take you as far as things can be defined
infinity, source has no need for definition
it can’t be contained as it is present in all things in all times,
in every place, every manifestation
now the seeking has turned into a search for love, experience, emotion
acceptance, letting go, being, non being, freedom from judgements
returning to the center
balancing of the mind, body, spirit
to return home to the source, and bring others home as well
all things return…

thinking.

trying to understand
what has no explanation
humbled
reminded
lost inside of sorrow, hopelessness
trying to swim up to the surface
once agian to be reminded
of the purpose

full circle

ahh.. it’s been a while since I have communicated with the many pairs of eyes that inhabit the Internet.  I feel like communication is limited and the ideas I wish to express are non tangible and are severely limited by the words used to describe them.  I will try to explain the best I can using the words that are available in my vocabulary to express where I and you and we are right now.

The world is changing, within each of us the change begins.  deep within the subconscious a new energy is unfolding its presence, opening our consciousness to new ways of thought and understanding of our material existence.  love is the key each of us hold and are given, to share with everyone and everything around us.  love is our duct tape, it sticks to anything and never gives up, the more you put on the better it holds.  Each of us are but one conscious awareness in a sea made up of billions upon billions, but our awareness is the same as the rest, there is only one awareness and we are all floating within it, trying to understand it, but it is all there is and understanding is remembering what feels good to remember and what feels right to experience.

Caught up in trying to figure it out takes you away from the experience, which isn’t a bad thing, only another path that you have chosen to take.. there is no right path, see your self as where you are and where you need to be, exactly where you need to be, you are complete and enlightened already, nowhere to go, nothing to learn or acquire, you are complete and full in every possible way that an aware being can be.  Take a deep breathe and relax because once you know and understand this, we can rejoin together as a unified consciousness, creating and exploring our amazing creation.

empty yet fullfilled

beyond sights and sound,
the connected continuum
beyond the buzz, bump, chirp
lies the magnetic push pull force that in its place of junction
appears creation, and infinity.
love in it’s pure form dwells beneath layers of terms and interpretations
reasoning, questioning and judgments.
beyond these layers lies pure love
The experience comes from removing layers of thought.

enter a dream, you become emotion,
your soul directs your body reacts
thought directs emotional reaction
direct the reaction of the desired emotion
words to explain, sensible yet senseless
like an empty bottle of wine,
no content spells incompetence

a word becomes beautiful when the object or emotion worded creates that emotion.
nameless emotions
a flux of experience
coming or going
try and then fall
appreciate the ground and it becomes the sky
passing years
falling tears
emotion spilled because responses become automatic
too consumed with emotion to direct it
nothing to worry about because you are beyond it
interacting reacting as you choose to do it
influence is your power if you choose to use it
change the most by love if you don’t abuse it

trailed off into the past,
the present, always with you, wherever you are
a clear mind, a shining star
make choices about preferences,
to direct the experience you choose to have
and direct your emotions and what you choose to feel

the garden.

think about how you feel when someone does or says something nice to you, a stranger perhaps. Think about your body, the sensations, your mind, this is a reaction to what you find beautiful. Gratitude, generosity, comfort, appreciation… these are beautiful emotions. With these emotions, the once separated flower gardens start growing into each other to form one unified, diverse and beautiful garden**. At first it is many competing flower gardens, but flower gardens are all beautiful, there is no better or worse. When they grow into each other(using gratitude, generosity, comfort, appreciation etc. as their fertilizer) it creates a mesh of acceptance, then we start to look around and realize one garden is no more superior then the rest. Growing into each other, eventually seeing a single garden expanding into it’s beauty moment by moment. The garden grows into one when the individual gardens expand themselves to meet each other, and form together into a whole.

**But if the whole world were a flower garden, we would no longer call it a garden. We would experience it’s beauty every moment without truly appreciating it because without comparison we cannot appreciate the beautiful. Our world is a world of opposites (as of now) because it provides the situations where it allows us to experience both spectrum’s of the same unified source. It’s not to find one better then the other but to recognize the singular truth in 2 seemingly opposite parts. Some prefer rich or poor, up or down, loud or quiet, tall or short, ugly or beautiful, happy or sad, not for one to be greater then the other but to experience the greatest to the fullest only by experiencing the weakest to it’s fullest. This cannot make one end more important because both ends are of equal importance to experience the full extent of experience itself.

thoughts

Everything you experience in your reality is a result of the perspective you choose to experience.  Others personalities and thoughts are reflections of your own.

choice in perception

during any situation your experience, it is your choice to either percieve the positive or negative qualities of the situation.  According to which qualities you choose to observe your corresponding emotions let you know that from choosing to observe the positive aspects of situations you align your observations and thoughts in line with truth.

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Sometimes the smallest initial step towards manifesting something you desire can be all that is needed to make it appear.

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If you think you dont have a choice in your life, you are making the choice not to have a choice.

If you think something is going to happen a certain way without any options, it is going to happen that way you choose for it to happen.   Just think of how many things happen because you think that is the only way for them to be, rather then understanding you are making the decision for them to be that way.

The answer

I have been searching for an answer to life, the best way to live and act. And today that answer finally surfaced. There is no ultimate truth, everything is perception and what you make of your reality. Anything you choose to experience will manifest. I have tried going with the flow and accepting everything as it is, this seems like a good way to experience being and content without focusing on where you need to go. It’s being one with the moment without worry, while trusting that your reality will take you where you need to go. But when I am in this mind frame, I can’t help but think I am missing out on creative powers available to me. Maybe it’s about balancing, setting aside a certain about of time each day (30 minutes) to manifest that which you choose to experience, and the other 23.5 hours practicing being and accepting, living in the now, the flow, the moment.

Or is it by being in the moment of now you don’t forfiet your creative abilities, but rejoin with source and by experiencing this awareness of now, you are creating all that is truly important in this reality, love and unity. Maybe this urge to create flows from the ego and by experiencing the now it flows from source. When I create art I am in the moment of now, being and creating. This is where the beauty comes from, imagine a world where we are all tuned into that same source.

Here and now, let yourself be and source will be able to flow through you and unify creation through you.

tools.

Love overcomes all. When in doubt, use it.

The key to happiness…

Is changing your perspective from “What can I do or get to make me happy?” to “What can I do or give to other people to make them happy?”.  Everything in your reality is a reflection, so when you help other people or give things to others this is you actually giving and helping your self.  When you think about doing things for others, this is where the energy comes from.  When you are just thinking about yourself, you won’t have any energy to accomplish what you want to accomplish, where as if you think about the whole and helping others, energy becomes boundless.